I would have felt sad at this were I still the existentially angsty, emo sixteen year old me. But now I just think I keep proving myself right, even if it's about something wrong.
The point I'm trying to make is that you're all alone, whether you're depressed or sick or just minimally sad about something. Nobody every goes out of their way to come and simply see how you're doing. It's disgusting.
Maybe they'll send a couple of text messages or call you up at most, and then you're left to your own devices. And this would have hurt me were I a little bit younger but now I know to feel annoyed. Annoyed and irritated and pissed off, because I've stupidly gone out out of my way to make somebody better, before.
I'm just so damn angry.
Friday, August 6, 2010
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