Sun Days

I'm too tired to sleep. I'm too tired to be pissed off at my being too tired to sleep. And I'm too tired to be pissed off at not even bothering to be pissed off. And so on and so forth.
And I don't mean tired in an existential kind of way, whatever that is. I mean, physically, really. I haven't been sleeping much and my mind is kind of sluggish. I have this annoying cough which comes up randomly, something I believe in having to do with my quitting smoking.
And all I can come up with is 'Meh' and shrug.
The beginning of the year is not very inspiring to anyone, I think. Ideas grow cold and everyone is lethargic.
I'm happy with having made at least one improvement. I have quit leaving the house looking like some body's cleaning lady. You'd be surprised at the wondrous effect fake lashes, blush and gloss have.
Well. This is how I plan on spending the rest of the day...
1) I will sit on the couch
2) I will switch on the t.v.
3) I will channel surf.
And that's it. Pretty much, yeah.

Note: This is not a complaint. Merely an observation.