I'm thinking about how I hate how patronising people can be. How they think they can judge you, your life, and fool everybody else into ignoring the fact that by following your life they're running away from theirs. I hate how you feel when you know you're supposed to give a shit about what some people think but you're completely indifferent. How this little fact still makes you feel a bit like shit. So detached. Plastic. To keep the anger from bubbling over and keep yourself from screaming Fuck off, fuck off, fuck off...!!! like some deranged patient.
I hate how you're supposed to be somebody else's satisfation. Why is it that we spend more time fighting for what we're already supposed to have than trying to achieve something else? When did our lives stop being our own and become common property?
Jesus H. I'm thinking I just dislike most people in general.
And your word of the day is ... Misanthropy...
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After a while it gets so bad that you don't even hate anything anymore. All you feel is indifference. You wake up one day and suddenly you can't get yourself to care. You have to convince yourself to get out of bed. When you can't even do that, you're screwed. Watch out for that.
I think that level of social nirvana is hard to achieve! People seem to be able to find new ways with which to piss me off. All one wants is to be able to mind her own buisness... I guess people are too bored with their sad, little lives.
I think the main problem with the entire social system is that people think too much. Every action and word is so controlled, so inhibited. I say we should go the other way. When a thought enters our heads, we should immediately act on it without complicating the process with analysis and filtering. We should be running around naked and screaming profanities at complete strangers. That is social Nirvana.
I love how you think! Maybe not the whole running around naked thing, but I support acting on your thoughts. We've lost so much spontainity. We should be running all over the world, wearing carnival costumes every day and not smiling at whom we don't feel like. Simply because we have the guts.Take THAT, carbon copies!!
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